Anxiety = No Bueno

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I normally don't get too much into detail about my feelings or what's going on in my life. Well, let me rephrase that: I normally don't talk about the negative stuff. I might talk about superficial bad stuff but nothing overly personal. Just your basic "life is peachy" facebook bullshit. I'm deciding to open up a bit more about my emotions in hopes that it'll help alleviate my mental state.

Lately, for whatever reason, I've been fighting off some really bad anxiety. I'm really not sure what brought it on but I think it was triggered by a car accident I was in about a month ago. I haven't been the same since. I think that combined with school, work, home life and trying to figure out what I want to do career wise, has brought out this beast with a full vengeance. I also think my fear of having anxiety (I'm still kinda of in denial about it) and it triggering depression, again, is only making it worse. I've come to the conclusion that I should probably speak with someone to try and finally grab the bull by the balls and make myself feel like me again. Not sure what the point of this blog was today. Maybe to vent to open eyes. Maybe to let all the two people who read it that if they're going through the same they're not alone, or maybe just to type my thoughts down in hopes of some sense of relief. Either way, cheers to a speedy recovery!

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