As most of you know I started my own soccer team last year. It's been great for the most part. There was some drama as expected, when you get too many women together. We lost some players and gained new ones. So far everyone seems to get along fine now. Only problem now is lack of motivation. This is including myself. When I first started the team I couldn't wait for practice or game days! Most of the team felt the same way. These were the highlights of our week.
Now I find myself dreading practice. I find myself secretly hoping most girls won't show so I can cancel. I still look forward to game days THANK GOD, but the enthusiasm isn't quite the same as before. Not sure if the drama and stress from our first season drained me, or I just need a break. I just hope my outlook changes soon. I'd hate to lose interest in something I love so much and worked so hard to accomplish. Ya veremos.
You are such an upbeat, positive person Sandee. I sincerely hope you find that motivation to stay in this and I'm sure you will since we all go through this, believe me! As a captain, I can tell you that you are a great person to follow, otherwise, your team wouldn't be behind you. Time will heal unmotivated feelings. Remember also, you're coming off a post-holiday season, not having played in over a month! Hang in there, I'm here for you!- Esther
ReplyDeleteAww thank you Esther! You seriously inspire me! I think your one of the best captains out there. Thanks so much for your kind words and thanks for helping me out with the team. Your the best!
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